Sunday, March 27, 2011


its almost 3am and im watching WonderGirls on Youtube for the first time ever.
Gila phenomenal and tapi baru sekarang nak tengok.

Okay, sampai ada orang nak bring them home and dance before he goes to work.
Now i see why.

You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change (Saranghae)
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you’re thinking
Baby why aren’t you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me
Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it’s not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why can’t we just, just be like this
Cause it’s you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I’m with you, no one will ever do
Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don’t want no body, body
I don’t want no body, body
Honey you know it’s you that I want, it’s you that I need
Why can’t you see~
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can’t it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

Friday, March 25, 2011

Duck's Lesson

A NEW EARTH by Eckhart Tolle

After two ducks get into a fight, which never lasts long, they will separate and float off in opposite directions.
Then each duck will flap its wings vigorously a few times, thus releasing the surplus that built up during the fight.
After they flap their wings, they float on peacefully, as if nothing had ever happened.
If the duck had a human mind, it would keep the fight alive by thinking, by story-making.
This would probably be the duck's story: 'I don't believe what he just did. He came to within five inches of me.
He thinks he owns this pond. He has no consideration for my private space. I'll never trust him again.
Next time he'll try something else just to annoy me. I'm sure he's plotting something already.
But I'm not going to stand for this. I'll teach him a lesson he won't forget.'
And on and on the mind spins its tales, still thinking and talking about it days, months, or years later.
As far as the body is concerned, the fight is still continuing, and the energy it generates in response to all this thoughts is emotion,
which in turn generates more thinking. This becomes the emotional thinking of the ego.
You can see how problematic the duck's life would become if it had a human mind. But this is how humans live all the time.
No situation or event is ever really finished. The mind and the mind-made 'me and my story' keep it going.
We are a species that has lost its way. Everything natural, every flower or tree,
and every animal have important lessons to teach us if we would only stop, look, and listen.

Our duck's lesson is this: Flap your wings--which translates as 'let go of the story'--and return to the only place of power: the present moment.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011


That picture is speaking on my behalf.
Term paper due date and extension.
Nak muntah!

p/s : walaupon tengah serabut serabai, motif nak guna gambar sang vampire?

Monday, March 14, 2011

.'dreamhearts' took us to Anuar Zain.

Dreamhearts has been operating since February.
Alhamdulillah, slowly but steadily insyaAllah.
Pray for us. :)

And tho we are new, we have been quite busy for a newbie.
Sometimes it gets too much with our own work and all.
But we love it! to bits.
I have to juggle my teaching and school work.
While my super Phya has her studio work that also takes most of her time. And she got a husband too. Hehe.

Back to my story, I'm so excited! I just have to blog about this right away!
Last week, a customer of ours, Mr.S contacted us thru sms and email. (he owns a awesome photography studio somewhere in Damansara). You guys should check them out!
He requested a quotation for a baby shower event in Fullhouse Restaurant for a 2 mommies-to-be. Yes, double happiness!

As busy as we already are, I can't go out and Phya had to help me with our workload so we asked Mr.S to just come to our place to discuss about the designs and decorations. He brought his whole family of course. So, nothing to worry about.

As we were discussing, Mr.S had to excuse himself to answer his phone call and so he went out.
Few minutes after that, he came back. Not alone but with his friend. Guess who's his friend is????

ANUAR ZAIN people!!!!!
ANUAR ZAIN.. bloody Anuar Zain!. I have to slap my face to believe this. Still can't believe it.
I was starstruck! yes I am not a big fan. But I can't bloody believe, Anuar Zain is in my house. *Gulp*.
I was so gelabah, but this stupid mouth of mine blurted out ' Abang Anuar Zain, boleh tak nyanyi lagu Sedetik Lebih, Korus je pon cukup'.
Everybody looked at me. Giving the look 'apasal ko tak malu sangat mintak die nyanyi,ni Anuar Zain kot.kene bayar puluh riban kalau nak nyanyi'
So, *gulp* again.
Padan muka,
But well, at least I tried kan.
Almost give up, I went to Mr.S to continue our work,
Suddenly he sings!!!!!!!
Yes people, he sang me Sedetik Lebih, dari awal okayyy bukan korus sahaja!
I jumped like a mad monkey!
and at the same time grabbed my BB to record him! Gila ape tak rekod Anuar Zain menyayi dalam rumah aku!
Puas hati dapat dengar Sedetik Lebih live dari Anuar Zain dalam rumah. For me!
Berlagak jap! kau adoo? hahaha.

After he finished,
Phya continued the discussion with Mr.S while I was busy butting Anuar Zain. Haha.
He went out for a while nak hisap rokok.
I was peeking thru a curtain like a small kid, when I heard someone called me.
'Anis, anis, lawa tak baju nie?'

Man, you know you are home when your mum wakes you up from mimpi berjumpa Anuar Zain to show her new baju.

Thats all.

.beautiful dreams come true. heard of that?

we are dreaming our beautiful dreams, to make yours come true.

It's true they say, 'Our real strength is the heart'.
When the heart is filled with love, we believe it can do almost anything it wants, at its best.

We love events and such.
And most importantly we love making them beautiful.

We do event styling.
We do dessert table decorations,
Baby Shower,
Cukur Jambul,
You name it. We do it all.

Not just because we want it to be beautiful,
but because we understand how much you want your special day to be remembered,
in the most special way.

So dear beautiful hearts,
let us DreamHearts, be part of your day and events you dreamt to be most special for your loved ones and most importantly,
for you.

Phya &

Find us at ;

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Aisya Raudhah

Assalamualaikum dear all.
I am in a very good mood this morning. Probably because of the good night sleep, surrounded by stress-free environment and great food. Yes, food. Sometimes my life is boring like that and #simplethingsmakemehappy.
Gulai Lemak Sambal Tempoyak Ikan Keli. Sangat Pergh!
Thank you aunty :)))

By the way,
This entry is supposedly, solely for the new born baby, Aisya Raudah.

*Pic from Sab's blog. A tiny little baby that brings such great joy!

Welcome aboard dear baby!
and Congratulations to Sabrina and Man and of course to the whole big family.
It's blessing, and happiness.
Alhamdulillah, syukur everything was fine.
Semoga Aisya membesar sihat dan kuat!
More of her little angel stories here

I haven't attended 'baby born' thingy for quite a very long time.
Especially the close ones.
So I was so excited about Aisya.
On 2nd Mac itself, right after school I straight away went to the DEMC to visit the mommy and new born baby.

I love the smell of the baby.
I love the air at that time.

How do I explain?

I feel blessed.
I feel like all of us there at that time was blessed.
Allah is the Almighty.
A life is given to us.
and life is the most precious.

To Man, Sab and big sister Rania,
May you enjoy the new more exciting journey as a family of four now!

And as for me, I'll always be there to love and play with you two little angels! hehe.
Much Love!

my weekend series. no 1.

Hye all.
Wothout me realizing it untill just now, I actually have fun weekends!
All the past few weekends were filled with so much love so much fun activities.
I should be greatful.
Sometimes I tend to forget.
Blame ze hormones!

So here goes.

Can't exactly remember the date.
But it was Saturday.
I just came back from Melaka, then straight away to my classmate's birthday celebration.

With the birthday boy himself.
With the rest of the classmates.

To Adi,
Happy Birthday again.
The celebration was months back, but hey I still can wish you now! Haha
I have always admire your language skills. Especially in writing and the way you express yourself.
Keep on doing that.
And yeah, you have a good heart, don't let them rubbish pollute you!

So the next day, which is Sunday.
It was Sabrina's 2nd Baby Shower y'all!

It was almost a last minute plan.
Because we were afraid she'll just pop!
She's easy pop-like you know. Haha

Started with the preparation ;

Puan Phya dan Cik Anis di awal pagi Ahad. *love*
Gigih mencari barangan yang diperlukan.

After the hardwork full with love,

Dessert table by Dreamhearts

This is diapers cake!

Brown bag with sticker.

This little cuppies are super yumms! I can finish everything!

Hello baby, I'm aunty Anis.
Super Mak and Duper Abah
Pinat. Every girl jealousy. Mother of two, Crazy eater, body macam model!
Princess Alaa
Satay dan mee kari!

Congratulations Sab, Man and Rania!

It was one event full of love.
we had fun.
we had good food.
Can't ask for more.

To Mak, Abah, Pinat and family, Sab and family, Phya and Pires, and Eka, thank you for the warm love.
Never fails to feel home whenever I'm at the house.
Like family?. No, all of you are family already.
Thank you so much.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

.too cute.

So cute aren't they?
Feels like carry them around everywhere.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Hujan Jumaat hari ini.

Hujan itu tanda rahmat-Nya.Alhamdulillah.
bila hujan, hati mula-lah nak berbicara.
dari pagi hati tak henti ber-monolog.
ku biarkan saja.
biar ia berkata, berbisik, menyanyi, menjerit apa yang
tak mampu,
tak terluah dek mulut.
kerana mungkin kata hati-ku itu
menyedihkan, menyakitkan, mengelirukan dan menganggu hati-hati yang membaca.
kerana mungkin yang membaca tak mengerti
apa rasa, seperti
bukan salah mereka.
bukan salah hati.

hujan masih turun.
hati masih tak henti bicaranya.

lewat pagi ini, laju jari-jemari menaip kata ingatan di laman sosial 'Twitter'
tertulis ;

'Rainy Friday. In loving memory of our beloved WMAM. September 24, 2010. 
A son, a true friend, a brother he was to all.

Hanya satu niat di hati.
Moga dapat rakan-rakan menyedekahkan surah Al-Fatihah.
Moga roh-nya dicucuri rahmat,
moga ditempatkan-nya dan di naikkan darjat-nya bersama orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh.
Moga berkekalan ingatan kita buatnya.

Dan tadi,
kerana masih hujan,
perhimpunan mingguan hari Jumaat diadakan di dalam surau.
Bacaan Yassin tidak pernah gagal memberikan ketenangan.
Bait-bait ayat suci yang dibaca bagai menghapus segala kekusutan di jiwa.
Hati masih ber-monolog.
Tapi kian indah.
kian tenang.
Seperti hujan yang sudah mulai pelahan-lahan reda.

Hujan masih tak berhenti.

Sambil hati dan akal terus berdebat pendapat,
soal perasaan,
soal logik akal,
soal hidup
soal mati,
mulutku pantas menikmati roti nan dan ayam tandoori di perah limau yang dibelikan En.Praba.
mengisi perut yang jua bermonolog bising kerna lapar.

Hujan sudah hampir berhenti.
Hariku belum tamat.

Hati terus dengan monolog-nya.
Ah, ku biar-kan saja.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

a friend, so inspiring.

I just got home from meeting a friend.
He is one friend, that doesn't matter how busy I am at that time, I'll make time to meet him.

The last time I met him after so many years was last year, November.
A lot of catching-up was done then.
Long story short, we both were surprised by what and where we are now compared to few years back.

He has his way of saying things, that makes my mind goes 'yes, you are right' at almost every single thing he said.
I'll keep on nodding all thru the conversations.
And no, I'm not that kind that easily agree with people.
And no, I don't have long conversation with everyone.
Gossips, maybe.
But motivating talk that inspires you, yeah not everyone.

The first meet, he reminded me with quote from Helen Keller that I loved which says ;
" When one door of happiness closes, another opens ; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that which has been opened for us"

This is one of the many things that we talked about.
The conversation is still fun and laughter, but yet its an eye-opener.

I'll totally keep him forever.
The kind of friend that will pull you back to the ground.
Just in time you needed it.

Over our 'Teh Tarik' talk last few weeks, he asked me ;
'Whose your 10 closest people/friend in your life now? They define who you are'
Hahaha. I went back home that night, counting and checking those 10 people.
The result? Really, it defines who you are at the moment.
You can't ditch, but you can keep distance.
For a while,
For your own good.

We talked about 'change'.
If you want to change, make the change.
Change your environment.
Change your routine.
Change your social network.
Change whatever that you want to be changed in your life.
Be the change.

We also talked about
Facing the ugly truth,
dealing with the situation.
Not running away from it.
Not using some other thing or other people to hide the ugly situation that we had.
Because at the end of the day, everyday, you'll have your time alone.
Just you and you only.
So start learning how to deal with it, instead of keep looking for 'fillers' to keep away from the situation.

'The teacher is  ready, when the students are'
For example, there are many books out there in the book store. Many kinds.
One day you decided to learn about baking cake, then only you'll look for the book on baking at the book store.
Whereas, the book or the knowledge or the 'teacher' has been there all along.
See what I mean?

'Speak to the universe, and the universe will speak to you in 3 ways'
As a muslim, it means pray to Allah, and he'll answer you in 3 ways.
One is,
Your prayers will be answered here and now. Right away.
Two is,
Your prayers will be answer then. Will take some time.
Three is,
Your prayers will be answer with not what you asked for and what you wanted, but it will be answered with something else that you yourself didn't know you needed it. More than what you want.
For He, knows best.
Allahuakbar. :)

How could he not be inspiring?
at least he is, to me.

May Allah bless you always dear.
With life you always wanted.
Oh and he's getting married, soon enough.
So happy for him and that lucky girl of his.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

She dreams about her old bike, everynight. This is Asma's Story ; Part 2

Asma' missed her bike.
I think she can't barely express how much. too much.
If a bike is allowed to have feelings,
Asma' wonders if the bike misses her too.
Maybe, he do.

Asma' were told that because she has lost her beloved bike,
if she keeps on walking,
have faith,
one day,
she'll get herself a superbike.

So she do what she were told to do.


even if she walks backwards,
even if she runs,
even if she stays,

She's left with that only one choice.

She can't turn back time.


I seemed to have time for things that I don't have to do
not having time for things that I really have to do.
I just plain sucks at managing my time and my responsibility.

I want and need to ;
spend my time with my family at Subang. I have missed Casa D' Naim and its people.
service my car and me. also at Subang.
spend my time with my jambul and mukgu.
and all my other work.

till then,
may I have the strength to make time for those that are important to me.

*sesungguhnya, demi masa, manusia itu dalam kerugian*